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Self-reflection: Hypocritism

Assalamualaikum.

Currently I'm treating and fattening myself after I finished my matriculation. After a few months (actually I've noticed this quite a while but I didn't have the time to write it), I noticed that I'm a different person when I was in college and when I'm home with my parents. I became a person with no responsibility. I did not do the things that I used to do when I'm in college. I thought that I had changed to better but all that was gone when I'm home. I used to think that I can change, one day I change and the next day I turn myself to the old me. Why I can't be better? And stay. I used to know someone that I thought will change me for good but after I lost contact with him, I changed myself back. Is all the changes is from the inner me or the push from that someone? I don't know.

I wish I changed for myself and not for that particular person. I think I'm being a hypocrite, being a new person just to attract that person's a…