Showing posts from August, 2014


Assalamualaikum. It's been so long since my last post in here. I couldn't say that I was too busy with studying and such because you know, it's hard to keep on living with hateful, jealousy, mockery, taunts... It's hard to live with that surrounding your head and close your heart to believe in people. Friends? As I said, human-human relationship is not sincere at all. Even when you think you have friends but the actual thing is you don't. I have friends but I didn't feel any sincerity in them, well simple said they treated me like I was invisible. Sometimes when they gather to chat or something, I was being left alone. I didn't got the chance to chat with them. Sometimes I felt like I was never be with them. Bit by bit, I'm being forgotten. The most part is when I greeted them and they were just didn't gave me any response like it was never happened. Ya Allah my heart hurt. Then sometimes I reminisced what have I done and it turned out that I was th…